“The Discount Girl”: Trafficking survivor Liz Midkiff reveals horrors endured while in captivity
By Deborah Reed
WKTV Managing Editor
TRIGGER WARNING: This article contains sensitive information about violence and rape that may be distressing or traumatic for some individuals.
After agreeing to go on a date with a man she had known for six months, Liz Midkiff was knocked unconscious and woke in a hotel room to find she was being gang-raped by ten men.
A two-year cycle of sexual, physical and mental abuse as a sex trafficking victim had begun.
Nowhere to turn
The day after the incident in the hotel room, Midkiff debated whether to call the police. The man who trafficked her was a police academy trainee, and she doubted they would believe her.
In the end, Midkiff did call the police.
An officer came to her house but told Midkiff they could not find the man who trafficked her. Midkiff offered to tell him where he lived, worked, even what car he drove.
The officer insisted they could not find him – then offered to take her out on a date.
Midkiff was in an impossible situation, unable to seek refuge from people who were supposed to protect her.
“So I ended up going in the other direction,” said Midkiff. “If you can’t trust the people that you’re supposed to trust, then you start looking for other outlets.
“That led me down a road of trusting the wrong people. People that basically protect you against other people. You just have to do stuff for them to protect you.”
Isolated – in more ways than one
One trafficker held Midkiff captive at knifepoint for hours as a way to mentally break her down.
“He held me down in a car in a Kroger parking lot with my arms behind my back for hours,” said Midkiff, adding that he held a knife to her throat the entire time. “For hours he was screaming at me…until I finally said the things he wanted me to say.”
During those hours in that car, Midkiff wondered why no one intervened on her behalf. After all, they were in a public place.
“This wasn’t happening in someone’s dirty basement,” said Midkiff. “A lot of these things happened in public places.”
A misconception of human trafficking victims is that they are weak and too scared to ask for help. Midkiff said victims can ask for help – but they won’t.
“I felt like anybody I talked to was potentially being put in danger,” said Midkiff. “They had already hurt me, so why wouldn’t I think that they would hurt someone else? They started threatening my family. Not only that they would kill them, but how they would kill them. They would threaten my friends, who [the traffickers] had met.”
This was all possible, Midkiff said, because her co-worker had groomed her. He spent six months finding out who Midkiff’s family and friends were, as well as what made her vulnerable and scared.
Attempting to protect her family and friends, Midkiff cut off contact with them – effectively isolating herself.
A chain of abuse
Midkiff found herself at the mercy of a chain of traffickers as her body was sold repeatedly.
When she looks back, wondering how she continually ended up with people who abused her, Midkiff realized she was introduced to them by people she trusted.
“People I thought I could trust were like, ‘Hey you should work here. They’ll help you, they’ll protect you,’” said Midkiff, adding that her new employer would then begin trafficking her. “They all knew each other. It was all part of the game.”
That “game” viewed Midkiff as nothing more than property. Because of this, many trafficking victims are forced to get branded in the form of a tattoo.
“A lot of tattoos are actually bar codes, and they scan you in like a piece of meat,” said Midkiff. “Or they will say ‘property of‘ and have the name of the pimp – so when you’re done being raped, they make sure you get taken back to the right person. You’re their property.”
Midkiff said she was fortunate to never receive a tattoo, but those survivors who do are forced to see it every day when they look in the mirror.
Turned away – and turned back in
When Midkiff found herself in a particularly dangerous situation, an employer offered to let Midkiff stay at his house.
“He then locked me in a room for days while guys paid to come have sex with me in this room,” Midkiff said.
It was during this time that Midkiff decided to run. One Sunday morning, she jumped from a window and ran until she found a car. Midkiff immediately drove to a church, confident she would find help.
“I’m running to the doors of this church, like in a movie,” said Midkiff. “And these two men in suits – they shut the door in my face.”
Midkiff was frantic as she begged to be let inside while looking over her shoulder to see if she had been followed by her trafficker. Yet the men refused to let her inside, saying she was not dressed for church.
Desperate, Midkiff approached a man who appeared wealthy, thinking his money and connections would influence people to help her. After hearing her story, the man asked for the names of Midkiff’s traffickers. When she told him, he informed her that he knew them.
“He brought me right back to them,” said Midkiff. “And he said, ‘No, this is what you’re worth.’”
Each time Midkiff sought help, the result was the same.
“I couldn’t go to the police, couldn’t go to the church, couldn’t trust friends,” said Midkiff. “So then you feel helpless and hopeless.”
The “Discount Girl”
Not only did Midkiff feel helpless and without hope, she was physically broken.
“I actually became the Discount Girl because they [physically] broke me,” said Midkiff, explaining that clients were often violent. “I was sold for $9.95 instead of the normal cost. I wasn’t making them as much money.”
One man hung Midkiff on a doorknob by her shoulder blade; her shoulder height will always be uneven as a result.
A visit to the chiropractor revealed a permanently damaged back.
“I saw the pictures of my back, and my back is literally broken,” said Midkiff. “It’s crooked. To this day, I can see that. And that memory of the time that happened will still be there.”
Despite numerous surgeries to repair damage done to her body, Midkiff said she is still unable to sit down comfortably.
“This is why I speak. I like to switch how people think about things. People just think, Yep, somebody got punched in the face. No, it’s things that live with them for the rest of their life.”
No matter the consequences…
But Midkiff refused to live under the control of traffickers for the rest of her life – she wanted freedom.
A day arrived when something inside Midkiff snapped – she’d had enough. And she once again decided to run…no matter the consequences.
*Continue reading Liz Midkiff’s survivor story in part three of her Voices of WAR series, coming to WKTV Journal on Jan. 20, 2025.
Take a S.T.A.N.D.
WAR, Int’l is hosting two S.T.A.N.D. classes on Jan. 25 at the WAR Chest Boutique in Wyoming.
Created and designed by Liz Midkiff and Rebecca McDonald, these classes are teach safety awareness, trafficking signs, age appropriate communications/actions, and more.
– The Kids S.T.A.N.D. Session will be held from 11 a.m. – 12 p.m. for children ages 5-10 years old.
– The Teen S.T.A.N.D. Session will be held from 12:30 – 2 p.m. for youth ages 11-17 years old.
More details and registration information can be found here.
Resources
*In an emergency, call 911.
– If you or someone you know is a victim of human trafficking, contact the National Human Trafficking Hotline. It is a free, 24/7 service that offers confidential and multilingual support, information and local resources for victims, survivors, and witnesses of human trafficking.
The hotline can be reached:
- By phone: 1-888-373-7888
- By email: help@humantraffickinghotline.org
- By text: text HELP to 233733 (BEFREE)
- Online chat: www.humantraffickinghotline.org
– If you believe a child is involved, contact the National Center for Missing & Exploited Children at 1-800-THE-LOST or www.cybertipline.com, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
– Additional resources can be found here: Trafficking Resources.
– Women at Risk, International (WAR, Int’l) can be reached by phone at 616-855-0796, toll free at 877 END-SLAVERY (363-7528), or via email at info@warinternational.org. You can also reach them via their website contact form.
